A young life pre-determined

I hate the way i look, the way i act, the way i feel.
For so long people have reminded me of my imperfections.
I care so much of what "the" other people think.
What they say dictates how I feel inside.
The more i fight the pain, the deeper their words go.

I have never stood up for myself and i never will.
Courage and Honor is something that i have never gained.
No love just war in my heart.
What they say is true.
I come from nothing, i am nothing, i will never be anything.
I am just a young woman with her life pre-determined by the people around her.
How sad would it be for a loss of a life that is Pre-determined?
Honesty, how pathetic would it really be?