I still wonder now if he feels the same
if he feels like i feel, is his heart in pain
its like a sinking feeling just from the mention of his name
the sense that i did sum ink stupid now I'm to blame
every song every poem every film about love
every memory ,every moment shared i think of
and i know that i want us to me more than just friends
and i feel sick to my stomach since well never meet again
if i saw ya blue eyes would i fall back in so deep
if we our paths ever crossed would we say hello on the street
but i still think if i saw your smile i couldn't resist
like the first time we laughed , our first gentle kiss
i never felt this way for anyone else before
and now i don't have you , i want you so much more
you saw me for who i was and all my wrongs
you out up with my crappy jokes and the way i squeal songs
you saw me at worst , but still held me tight
we could spend all day together and still talk all through night
and i remember when ya used to leave i used to shed a tear
and sit in my room wishing that you was still hear
i deleted ya text hoping it would let me forget
but its sad but i remember every single word ya said
form the good morning cutie to the sweet dreams my hunny
from the really romantic , to the just plain funny
when It rained your thought would light up my day
and now that your gone all i see is Grey
i wish i could be brave and just say hello
but if i grasped hold of you again , i just couldn't let go
the only thing that gives me comfort is that i know it would never work
and i broke up with you for your own good not because you was a jerk
we shared something special that we both cant forget
but we are only young their is still hope yet
some other place some other time
maybe one day you will be mine
just remember the first girl u was ever with
when ya old all grown up maybe married with kids
and how much she cared if only a short while
and when we was together are faces sore from our permanent smile
they say love hurts , so I'm sure this is love
because baby you are all i think off
ill get a new boyfriend distract me from you
and pretend every thing is fine , till perspective pushes thorugh
baby your always special and you will always be true
and when i am 40 ill remember how i fell for you
you showed me what love is xxx
