The noise flows from the painted walls.
I can feel them at my feet as they crawl.
They crawl under the skin of my feet.
It makes my heart beat.
This awful feeling of walking the hallways.
This place was a prison for me.
Everyone stared...hated..scowled toward me.
The darkness at my feet crept it's way to my waist.
I stumbled from how numb it made me.
Some would shove me..push..curse toward me.
I was nothing to these people so tall...i so small.
I sat by myself..alone..ashamed of who i was.
Yet all i knew was how to be myself.
I dreamed..daydreaming of a day i could have people who cared around me.
Another look around showed the faces of angels looking at a monster...Me..
Me...The Monster in the crowd of faces.
I had to move; i moved fast from my seat and down another hallway.
The darkness crept up to my arms. i dropped my books.
They..just...laughed..at...me
I was in another room..There he was the boy i dreamed about for so long.
our eyes locked he was moving..toward me.
The darkness crept to my eyes.
My body numb.
..stiff....
..shame..
I fell toward him.
He held me close whispering with his perfect angel voice into my ear.
..."You monster...I will never love you."....My eyes raised to his. I was to numb to say what i wanted...
I want the light to chase this darkness away.
"Please..It's dark..here." he only let me fall to the floor..where I still lay..It's darker when i close my eyes..
