Walking Away...

I lost your trust,
The day I lost my sanity,
I took it way to far,
And now I'm paying the price.

We argue and fight,
Every moment we can,
And yet all that hate makes me realise,
I still love you.

I know you love me,
Less than you once did,
But no ammount of feeling sorry for myself,
Will make me feel less guilty.

I never wanted to hurt you,
But the fact is I did,
And now that its showtime,
I need to deal and move on.

You can love me, you can hate me,
Every single day of your life,
But forgiving me won't bring me justice,
And I'm going to have to live with that.

We could both walk away,
And survive each day,
Just knowing,
We could have been.

Love Me, Hate Me,
Walk Away,
And I'll follow my shadow,
Into the darkness.

I never wanted to hurt you,
But I did,
And now I must pay the price,
Watching you fade away.

Sometimes I used to walk away,
Knowing my feelings were right,
But I'll always come back to you,
Because you spark the last happiness left inside me.

I still Love you.
But I don't want to hurt you,
I did it once,
Maybe I'll do it again.

Promising that I wouldn't hurt you,
Would never take it away,
The fear you hold against me,
You will also hold for me.

I fear myself,
Because of what I've become,
And now I'm paying for it,
....
Now I need a gun.