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by XxSweetSuicidexX Apr 15, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
The pain is fading out and I'm left here all alone, i don't know where to go from here,i cant do this on my own. with every word of venom they spew out,i feel the stabs to my soul, with every wound inflicted,infection leaving me so cold. i feel like I'm crawling around blind,haunted by all i thought i left behind. its getting hard to breathe,its like I'm suffocating here, but I'm void of all emotion,i don't remember how it is to feel. the walls begin to close in,and a stifling fear descends. I'm not sure of who i am inside,or if there is anyone in there i recognize. i cant even feel if my heart is beating, and the shadow I'm plagued by is never fleeting. i need an escape,something to ease my mind, someway to break the chains that constrict and confine. i don't really know where to go but i do know i should leave, because this could be my last chance to breathe...