Mutterings

It could be a wrong message
but it could be the right
if it were true
i would commit suicide

u don't realize how hurt i am
and maybe its because of her
but how should i know
what if there is no her

what if I'm seeing things wrongly
what if I'm jumping to a conclusion
but what if all those were true?
how could i live without you

why does love hurt most when its gone?
why does it take so long for one to move on?
why does one fall out of love?
and when will push comes the shove?

i don't get this..
what I'm doing right now
its not enough to pour my heart out
and when will the hurting stop?
well, u tell me..

never mind that..