One cut

One cut to make it better,
to take away the pain,
but one cut is not enough,
forever these scars remain.

i cant find all these words,
to show you how i feel,
now I'm lost in memories,
forgetting what is real.

I'll cry myself to sleep,
but tonight is not the first,
my soul just fades away,
like an unwanted deadly curse.

my body starts to tremble,
and my hands start to shake,
confused about emotions,
only sure of this heartache.

so tonight will be the night,
no longer will i cry,
love was my down fall,
but tonight, my final goodbye.