Why?

Why does the sun come up?
and why does it go down?
Why does my heart skip a beat
whenever your around?

Why does it rain?
and why does it snow?
Why do I feel this pain?
Yet my heart seems to glow.

Why do I give you
the utmost control?
Why do you lead my life?
Why do I take the role?

Why can't I make you
leave me alone?
Why am I persuaded
by that innocent tone?

Why do I melt
into you eyes?
Why do I believe
what I know to be lies?

Why aren't I stronger?
Why can't you see?
I'm desperate for your love
yet its slowly destroying me.

~Monstergrrl18