I didn't sleep all night just to wait for the sun to rise...
it didn't shine on me.
is it intentional or just another mistake to be?..
I'm longing for its heat that brings scars to make me feel reality or somewhere its warmth to signal me a good day,
the rays that my eyes couldn't even hardly stare at.
my body rest in my bed like 13 hours and more
yet still i want to be there,it never desires to get out
from the comfort that it brings. my blanket secure me sweetly, my pillows absorbs my tears quickly and would embraces me back whenever i initiate it.
should i live with the promise of those pleasures?
or long to walk without the sun and maybe get myself a bench to keep things going?
i don't know but when i try to look somewhere or honestly nowhere,
i cant fight myself to utter that its a must to be next to you
and share my breath and smiles with you....
