Do You?

Do you even know
how much I cry
and how much I
die inside everyday.

Everyday I'm dying
little but little. And
one day I just won't
be here

Would you even care,
if I left for good,
because I feel like
you would be happier
without me.

I'm a diaster I mess
up a lot of things and
I have messed up your
life.

But you deserve every
minute of your pain
and suffering, but you will
never be in my shoes

But do you even
know I exist because
to me it's like I was
never here at all

Do you deserve
what I'm about
to do to you?

Yes you do, but I will
never do it because
I care to much for you.