Me

I started to think
I really after all
had a reason to breathe
but the way you treat me
I just want to die

I feel like I'm suffocating
because everytime I lean on
you, you let me down,
lower than I was before.

I wonder if you would
even care if I cut myself
and lay here and bleed to death,
I always thought I was a mistake

I am a mistake and
I'm sorry I was born
but I'm not really whole,
without knowing you actually
love me and accept me for me

But I will survive
I'm stronger than you'll
ever be and most
importanly I'm going to be me!