Tonight i will close my eyes but for sure tears just won't stop from flowing.
asking it stop 'cause my head is like banging in ache, i can't manage the raveled thoughts that confuse my mind.
I almost felt numb and doesn't feel the hunger and the stress of the day.
yesterday i was crying; so scared to lose him.
tonight i am weeping; i totally lost him.
right now...I can't open my eyes---getting terrified of what reality might give me.
those dreams has turned into hallucination...
sudden interruption has caught me with this moment---
it breaks my heart to say that i might never ever got the chance to kiss him goodbye...
