You just never were

I am letting go of something that has, was not and never will be mine
Taking off the soberness and the mask of despair
I breathe a new breath with anticipation
I throw up my hands in defeat and slowly let go

Time for a new beginning
A new me that has a long way to go
What was in the past stays there I move forward
No more tears no more regrets
Life is beautiful as I can now enjoy its splendor

I vow never to look back
As everything then was black
I fought an endless fight
Completely foolish which had no meaning
I almost lost my eternal might

I am now holding on to nothing
But to life, my life and new hope
Time has come for me to finally quit
As I now stand strong on a different slope

I gave it almost 3 yrs
There was no result at the end
For you I was always all ears
But finally the pin did bend
That is when I knew there was nothing more left
Now I am sorry that I am not sorry

You caused me much hurt
Wounding me that is what you were good at
That was not what I was worth
When endless times I just drowned in melancholy
I will never desire anything negative towards your happiness
Take your heart and store it safely

I gave you my heart but never did you appreciated it
Instead you took it ripped it bit by bit
Its ok my heart holds no rancor
Because I did truly loved you with all I had
But I won't lie my being was left all sour
With no savor for life nor love but it is all gone

Life and time go on
Both delay for no man
I also must depart I have won
Exactly what, myself that's all I have left
I am alone not requiring your presence
I lift my hands and rejoice freedom at last!
Adios my love, you are no longer a part of me.
Oh yea I almost forgot you never really were.