Secrectly Depressed

Az if i have no place to stay
all my troubles cloud my way
im scared of their corners
they trap me until i cry
raised not to give in
to weak to die
sometimes i question if
HE really exists
asking why doesn't
HE rescue me
afraid of the sun
all rises there
so im stuck in between
the moon and the sun
someplace where
neither haunt me
secretly dying
openly living
secretly living the high life
openly trying