Is it cruel that I want you to hurt so that you can talk with me?
Well should I apologize for that because without you I feel so empty.
Every time you hurt I'm there for you
You recover, then what we had is through
I love you can't you see,
I think about you constantly.
But you haven't noticed the hurt, the pain that I go through, juss to help you.
Me hearing you talk about another female juss hurts my soul
A part of me's missing, please make me whole.
Tell me you love me, show me you love me, and maybe I won't feel this way
I've really been thinking about you all day.
Wanting to call but changing my mind
Hoping you'd call or answer when you get free time
I know you're a busy man but you still can make time for me
Remember I was your eyes when you were blind and couldn't see
I was your hope when your faith faded away
I was your crutch, held you up when you lost all self control
I was damn near everything, some how your shelter from the cold
While you talk to those chicks that use you abuse you then leave you
Then where are you?
Back to me, crying like a new born baby
Saying that you'll never love again,that its too complicated
The only reason why it happens is because you allow it
You spoil them and let them take advantage of you
Then you wonder why they leave you heart brokened and screwed
The only reason I stay is because I promised that I would never leave you alone
I promised that I would check on you, even if its juss over the phone
You make me think that you don't appreciate what I've given you
Some one please tell me what I need to do
I love him with all my heart and he said he loves me
He does love me don't he?
Am I so stupid that I can't realize when someone's using me?
After all we've been through, cried through you want to give up now
Its not going to be an easy escape, if you think it will be please explain how
My heart is aching, my soul is sad
I can't cheer up, I won't cheer up even if I think of all the good times we've had.
Should I move on and let you go to the airforce in peace?
Well I won't, If you're leaving you're never going to forget me.
I'll be in your dreams, in your mind and when you close your eyes.
I'm not selfish I just want you to love me juss for me
And not only come to me when you can't sleep
