Now that you're gone.

The words and rumors could not help your pain
The ever lasting name calling that seemed like it would go on forever
The pain that a single knife inflicted on your arms
The scars had healed but the grief was plain to see

But we fought through it
Though our hate for each other was strong we strangely couldn't stay apart for long
We leaned on each other for support and we continued on for what seemed like an eternity

But it had to end someday
the txts i sent you
the words you said behind my back was to much
you had to go.

Now that I'll never see you again I guess i should say...
thank you.
You taught me things about pain and depression and things that I thought one person should never feel.

Now that you're gone I miss you.
I miss you so much that I could die.
I wish i never sent you those horrible txts
but you lied to me to much and I couldn't keep in my feelings anymore.

I expressed my pain and anger
but not my sadness or opinion
just angry twisted words that you heard wrong.

I hear you're doing well at your new school and you've made lots of new friends
but don't think I haven't heard the rumors you still spread about me.

why wont you learn.