I have no one to talk to
I ask god to help me find the answers
As i sit here crying
I feel like im slowly dieing
I said all i could
I did everything that i could do to
But i still sit alone
Only if he knew
The hurt and pain i feel
He wont be coming back
He doesnt want me
I made a mistake
Sorry wont change anything
Its to late to fix what i did
And im not even sure i could
Because of my mistakes
I live in this pain
I dont think anyone relizes how much i love him
In my world i am alone
I hold so many secrets
Also so many lies
I just dont belong
I never have
