I though i was ok
I tryed my best
I held onto what i had
It seems like this little knife helpes me
It also saved me
It may also kill me
I dont belong here
Im fighting this on my own
A million things in my head
I wish i was dead
They say the past is over
Then why am i stuck reliving it everyday
No one knows what its like
When you grew up getting hurt and nearly killed
It left me with who i am today
I feel like a ghoast in a hallow body
I dont even know who i am anymore
I lost so much im always losing
I once had everying
But because i was stupid i lost everything i had
Everyone that meant the world to me is gone
My life is over the way i knew it
Every child needs a mom and dad
Were are mine
Y didnt they want me
Y did they hurt me
With me laying in my grave
Maybe then there relize what they did to me
