See What You Did To Me?

I've confessed to you,
so why can't I cry?
The tears are waiting to fall,
the sniffles are here,
but why can't I cry?
Am I too happy,
or is it that they refuse to drop?
My heart beats for him,
if only he could see that.
These lines on my wrists are for him too.
But he won't look,
I just know it.
My sadness creeps,
trying to get to the top to breathe.
I'm trying,
oh, baby,
I'm trying so hard for it not to win!
But it's winning,
and I'm drowning,
so I hope you're happy with that other girl,
the one that's hardly ever around anymore.
I am lying still,
cold with hate.
If you could see me now,
you wouldn't recognize me today.
Because of you,
I've changed.
Because of you,
I fell,
and I haven't had the strength
to get back up ever since.