Morning Sickness.

That familiar sound as the birds start to sing,
the start of a new day, yet i still feel nothing,
beside me i hear my alarm clock call,
but why should i get up, only to fall
there's no more waking up in the comfort of your arms,
only memories of your amazing smile and unforgettable charm,
it been a month now, that you've been gone,
its been a whole month, a month too long,
you shouldn't be gone, you should be right here,
where you promised you'd be, where you belong, my dear
my window, half open, leaves in a breeze,
i shiver as promises of forever rush out the crack but get tangled in the trees,
even they cant get away cant forget about you,
they know it cant be over, they know our love was true
as i lay still i remember that day on the bridge,
i was hanging on the wrong side, if i fell i'd never live,
but you held my arms and kissed my face,
and i've never felt so safe,
and i knew right then you cared for me, ill never forget that place,
we escaped to that place so often,
the only place you could hold my hand,
the only place we could show each other,
the only place i could make you understand ,
now the bridge is just a memory,
but non the less , everything to me ,
this day is already awful, im already soaked with tears,
im rolling over, and closing my eyes,
hiding from all my fears ..