He was there for me
Oh yes, he had skills
Skills to solve all my problems
Skills to let me in harmony
It was my inner self
That side of me that I'd never care
But he had to come out
To shut my mouth
And let me down
He was good enough inside
But he wanted to be alive
To argue and talk
To scream out and shout
To yell and let fears out
Jumping from my ideas to thoughts
But now he's gone
And far away
I sent him there
So he would stop to scare
I did loved him
And gave him almost everything
I gave him my heart, yes.. all crashed..
But he took it as a privilege
Even when I knew it wasn't correct
That poor illusion became more
More than a thought, more than my mind
After all he had done, bad moments he deserved to have
By that I decided to push him away
And that name would become a mere
Just a thought of mine that I was trying to forget
But with his name on my head, was almost impossible to avoid..
