Silver, gold,White, and......blue?
the colors that surround my fantasies are still a mystery to me.
i know once i open my eyes, it will all return to the unknown.
but for now i will enjoy.
its a beautiful place, yet with no name.
the sky is gray, and the field is empty as the green leaves are blown by the wind.
i wear a white dress, as it flows around me.
my hair plays a game of tag with the wind.
i smile, as i spread my hands and prepare to fly.
i hear a whisper in the far distance, and look back and there is no one there.
but thats how it has always been, hasn't it?
remembering is what hurts most.
because you know you have lost it all.
it begins to rain, and i cant help but cry.
soon i will wake, and this will all be gone.
lost in a world with no mercy.
i fall upon my knees, to savor the moments i have left.
breathe.
in and out
in and out
in and out
i awake to a scream, now as my fantasy has ended..
as i am locked behind these prison doors.
i pray that sleep will over take me, because once i am lost in the clouds.
i never want to come down.
