This feeling inside haunts me everyday
i want so much for it to just go away
it hurts me so
more than you would ever know
things come up and they're always a reminder
of those times i made those big mistakes
now I'm just left with regret
they caused it all
made me feel like crap
i wanted them to feel the way i did so i did everything wrong
i pay for it now and I'm scared to death of losing the only thing i have to live for
the past can ruin everything
how come i didn't see that
it determines the future
i was so stupid so lost so confused
i needed a place to go someone to love someone to love me back
I've never felt that
love that is
until now i feel it for him
but now the past comes in to play
what if i lost him because of it today
i can't imagine
he's everything to me
i pay for my past everyday and that hurts so much
but losing him over it would hurt even more
please baby don't leave me
i love you more than you know
no time passes with out you running through my mind
your smile lights up everything
your laugh is music to my ears
those i love yous whispered in my ear mean everything
you make me feel like a princess
my connection with you is unexplainable
don't let it get ruined because of what happened long ago
no one ever needs to know
lets just let it all go
