My head says no but my heart says yes.
I know your not right for me.
But my heart just won't let it be.
It's been so long since I've been in your arms.
I don't know how I can love someone who causes me so much harm.
I lost you long ago,
where you are now I don't know.
We were one.
You were more than my lover you were my friend.
Without warning you went away.
Fifteen months without you,
I never thought I would pull through.
You slowly faded from my mind.
I finally realized you were my past.
It was time to move on.
I put a smile on my face,
pull myself out of my corner of the wall.
Turns out I don't need you after all.
It's December 26th,
three months have gone by since I've moved on.
It's been so long since I've thought of you.
I hear a knock,
I open the door and I see your face.
My heart begins to race.
I can't believe you're here.
We laugh, we talk, we reminisce.
You tell me your back for good,
pull me into your arms,
we kiss.
A river of tears flow from my eyes.
I love you but I have to say good-bye.
Don't ask questions,
I have my reasons why
