Waves crash

Waves crash and drag me in,
Somethings happening to this world i belong in,
Things are never staying the same for long,
For every smile a dozen tears,
For every truth two lies,
People around me the life I'm living,
Don't know what is true,
What is real what's a dream,
Those i care about the most lying,
Pretending to trust,
Questioning my actions who i see,
Everything i do,
Why doesn't he believe I'll stay true,
Paths separating,
Mind disintegrating.
Waves crashing dragging me in.