This mind of mine

Tempestuous thoughts softly collide
Swirling in my potion
This pungent aroma that I ride
Chokes me with emotion

Perpetual cycles of my delusion
Follow a lethal trend
Polluted death is my conclusion
To a bitter end

Radiant smiles, a painted glaze
Tainted by such anguish
Distress smothered inside me sways
Chipping at the varnish

Fiery eyes swallowed by dejection
Spheres rest in the shade
My jaded essence of rejection
Through the gloom I wade

Poisoned scars to elongate
Disease plagues my veins
Punctured skin to perforate
Pulse races with the strain

Mellow chords harmonize
Reciting sympathy
Tuned tears materialize
To soak my ecstasy

I stroll the tightrope to reflect
Cold insults filled with dread
My memory is my own defect
I cling to life’s last thread

My life a séance to release
Unborn visions freeze
Tearing my last hopeful piece
My dreams now to seize

Turbulent panoramas collapse
An edge to eternity
My desolate psyche will relapse
In a plea to be free

The daily grind of life I resist
Attempting to relent
Yet still I manage to exist
When my strength is spent

Hunting ripples rush and surge
To free the icy trance
Enticing glaring flames emerge
My pain will now enhance

My life I know I must forfeit
Now so sore and tender
On death’s door I forlornly sit
I know I must surrender

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