I hate

I know you never loved me.
And i am trying not to cry,
For I must find a way
To say goodbye.

I hate thinking about goodbyes.
I hate thinking about me and you
It used to make me smile,
But now all it does is make me cry.

I hate remembering the memories
Of me and you.
All the things we did,
How we kissed,
And how much We loved each other
(Or how much I loved you)

I am trying to move on
To get on with my life
But no matter how hard I try
I can't seem to get forget about you.

I hate the way I see you
Every day at school.
I hate the way you look at me
I hate that you don't care

But what I hate the most is
This is all my fault.
I hate that
I am putting myself through this
And I don't know why.