You'll Never Know

I don't know what happened,
All I can do is assume,
That you just fell out of love with me,
Silently, and all so soon,

Well maybe you forgot to notice,
Or even just forgot to care,
That everything I felt inside,
Happens to still be there,

The torture that I'm living through,
The countless tears I've cried,
All for nothing because in the end,
Everything we had has died,

What did I do to deserve the pain?
And the cruel things that you speak?
I never meant to make you hate,
And you're words are making me weak,

I wish I had the will to tell you,
Every emotion that runs in my veins,
But I can't stand to make you hurt,
Even though you've brought me aching pains,

All I ever did was love you,
And all you do is push me away,
Could you just be honest once?
I'd like to hear what you have to say,

Why did you take yourself beyond my reach?
Was there something that I did wrong?
You weren't here for me when I needed you most,
Oh, it's been so long,

Remember the last time you said you loved me?
I hope you do, because I don't,
Remember how I said I'd never hurt you?
I'll keep that promise, but you won't,
You didn't.

And God, I wish you could see this,
I wish I had the guts to show,
But all these things you'll never see,
All these things, you'll.never.know.

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