The girl sits in her room all alone
all alone
looking down at the cold floor
with her cold feet feeling numb along with the rest of her body
eyes shut to block out the evil things she sees
but its no use
because its always there
taunting her
killing her soul
hands start to grip in pain
squeezing as hard as she can
feeling the blood start to drip
drips on the floor
black as it is cold
eyes lift up
anger, rage, hate, and hurt are all seen threw her eyes
no longer that they are a beautiful color
but now
so cold
so hurt
so evil
eyes that no one wants to look into
heart all twisted
and finally broken in two
a soul
that has been threw so much
it's been breaking down
little by little
and being killed all the time
and now feels like nothings left
empty
body numb
feeling nothing
not feeling love, hurt, pain, or even life
just numb
she lifts up a hand in search of help
no one in sight
she keeps it up
waiting
and waiting
nothing
silence
soulless
puts her bloody hand down
wondering what she ever did wrong
looks down again
and then back up
she sees shadows of her past
faces of people she lost, loved, or hates
looking in the eyes of them
she starts to get feelings back
all at once
she falls down on her knees on the cold floor
puts her head on the floor
screams out from pain
screams out for help
but once again
there is no one there
no one to love her
to treat her good
thoughts of giving up life start going threw her head
every time she's in need of help
no one is there
lonely
hated
angry
pain
won't stop
can't stop
screaming for no one
bleeding for even more pain
and then starts to calm down
stop screaming
lays on the cold floor
eyes shut
motionless
opens her eyes
sees the knife
reaches for it
grips it in her hands
so much pain built up inside her
slowly scrapes the blade across her skin
smiles so evil
eyes so deadly
heart so dead
stops cutting
thinking about her life once more
and the one she use to love
more tears
but no more apologies should be given
lifts up the blade
brings it down upon her heart
pain
then nothing
soulless
lifeless
and lonely
