How could you?

I don't get why you love me so ?
I lost your trust ; believe me i know
You deserve someone better
But still insist we stay together
I hurt you and i don't know why
I even caused you to slightly cry
You should hate me but yet you don't...
You should avoid me but yet you wont...
I'm sorry and you know thats true
I swear I only want to be with you
I realized with out you everythings wrong
I wanted to die when i heard our song
Everything i saw reminded me of you
I actually thought that we were through
Don't get me wrong I'm glad were not
But why didn't you leave when you had the shot ?
How could you still love me after all that i did ?
How can you still want me after all that i hid ?
My feelings were confusing but now i see
Your the only one in this world PERFECT for me !!!

Dedicated to:
Donny Richard Gaskins the love of my life