To a queen who never was and will never be mine

by Dracus Augustinus   Apr 18, 2008


This is just a simple poem I dedicate to someone special
She is indeed special yet she is so elusive
A very pretty woman yet so snob
A very simple yet mysterious woman

I never thought I will be meeting a not-an-ordinary woman in my life
It was coincided when a comrade of mine got a bad luck
It was then that I was mesmerized by what I saw
I just simply met an angel who was in disguise of a life supporter

Since then I always think of the woman I met
I want to know her name and I want to befriend her
And I did what I think was right
I began to ask help in order for me to get closer to her

Everything seemed so nice because I felt so lucky
Knowing her and having a conversation with her took my blues away
I was very thankful for I was given the rare opportunity to be close to her
I began to think that there is no need to rush

She was very simple but she has a unique world
I tried with all my best to break-in to her life
Despite our differences, I still opted to understand her in everything
For that is the reason why I wanted to befriend her

But lately, things were going in a wrong track
I just do not know why she just got off the air
She declined all of my invitations
And then, she just went lost without a trace

I started to figure out why things went this way
I did everything I can to please her
But it seemed that my best is not enough
And all I need to do is to accept the reality about it

I am sad because I just do not know the reason
But there is indeed a reason why she gave me a cold shoulder
I wanted to tell her how much she means to me but I think it would be useless
So I guess I will just say these words to the wind instead

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© Emir Raj

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