This is the day when I began to realize my shortcomings
I always thought that I could push myself to the limitations of my ability
But I was wrong in that kind of belief since I have my limitations too
I just don't know when to give up on this
It's been such a little while since we became friends
And then we became closer than we expected
Until such time came when we began to realize that both of us felt something
And that is to fall in love in a very wrong time
This day is suppose to be a happy day since it is the day we commemorate love
But I am here spending time with myself in my room alone
It's been raining since yesterday and I tried to let the time slip
But I just can't deny the fact that something deep inside me is lacking
Last night was a terrible night for both of us
I just don't know if it was the will of the Supreme Being or it was a coincidence
I just don't know if I will be happy or not
All I felt that time was fear and I always think about you every moment
When we met just this morning, I hold on to my tears
I controlled my emotions when I saw your eyes
I saw loneliness; fear, and a bit of regret
Yet there is still hope that is still struggling to keep itself alive
I just don't know where my feelings for you will be going to bring me
I just don't know when will I surrender
I just don't know what to do as of the moment
With all honesty, I am now on the brink of giving you up
I really pitied you this morning
Your eyes seemed to tell many things yet we just opted to be silent
I wanted to speak to you yet I controlled myself
For silence that time was the best and the kindest thing to do
I tried to sleep earlier just to do away with what I feel
But I just can't close my eyes
No matter what I do this time, I am still restless
For the truth is, you are always inside my lonely mind
I just don't know why I fell in love with you
I know there are girls who are much better than you
No matter how I tried to take this feeling away
I just can't... I just can't because I do love you
It's hard for me and I just don't know if I can survive this situation
I am now free at last but you are not
I have been telling you several times that I will wait
Good Lord! Please help me out with this for I just don't know what to do
True love can be tested in letting someone go
Things began to get more complicated than before
This place is too small for the two of us
I just don't know if there is still chance for me to have you
And now that we are on the brink of closing the doors
I just cannot accept the fact that things are turning against us
But I know this is the best way for now
Saying goodbye though it really hurts from the inside
As you go back to your former life
Let me say sorry for the nuisance
Allow me to say thank you for the moments we shared
And let me say I wish you all the best in this world
I just don't know how to give up... really
In time, I know... I will be winning you back
But I need to entrust everything to the One who has the will
I will just close my eyes this time and hope
If ever I will be given another chance to have you
I know that will never be coincidental anymore
I know this will going to kill my heart out
But we need to separate ways this time... for the good of us
I wish I could still see your face in time
I wish I could spend time with you just like what we always do
I wish... I just simply wish that you would be free
For I really wish that I could win your heart
I know this will be very difficult
I know this will going to hurt both you and I
And I know that anything will happen after this
Whew! My heart is already crying as I am writing this poem for you
I want you to know that I do love you
I do love you because my world becomes alive when you arrived
But things are not yet turning towards our favor
And so allow me to say the last things on my mind before I will run out of words
I really appreciate you for your goodness
I thank you for the love you gave to me
No matter what will happen to us, always remember that I do love you
But we need to accept the fact that it is not yet the right time
Is it really not right for us?
Who then defines when is the right time?
Who then has the right to say that it is right?
Al I know is it is not yet fitting for us
I love you... for you are important to me
I need you because I love you
But then I want you to grow and be happy
And so, even though this will be painful to me... I need to say good-bye to you
As I end this short poem, I want you to know how important you are to me
Despite the complicatedness of the situation, I still do love you; and I know I will
But letting us go for the moment will allow us to grow. And so let me say good-bye to you
I want you to know that wherever I go, you will always remain in my heart... until we meet again
