We promised ourselves we wouldn't do this
Fight when I'm away
We said we'd pull ourselves together
instead we're pulling each other away
With love there comes jealousy
and i've found i've got plenty of that
it makes me want to be perfect
sometimes i starve myself cause you might think i'm too fat
those girls you admire
or possibly desire
burns a hole in my heart
and throws me apart
i feel like killing every person you share a glance at
everyone you touch
everyone you give your attention to
i'm such a phycho i don't know what to do
it always has to be about me
i hate myself
i hate this greed
i hate this jealousy
Couple words about jealousy.. It is not good for anyone.. This life is not a beauty contest. Don't put yourself in position you need to compare yourself to others. Inner competition is good but outer only grows hatred.