Heavens a million billion miles away- letter 1#

by Gizmo   Apr 18, 2008


Dear you,

i wish i could send you this little message,
but, heavens a million billion miles away,
its simple but its kinda important to me,
that i finally can be able to come out and say.

i'm gonna say i hated you for coming on three years,
i couldn't understand why you would cause so many tears,
i couldn't get it into my head you were here & now your gone,
i couldn't really understand the concept of your death, even though its been so long.

I really missed you, but i was upset that you made your death your choice,
i spent days lieing in my room, wishing to go back, and hear your voice.
i got over it, and i guess i'm doing pretty well and i've got really strong,
i love you and i know that i shouldn't have felt that way towards you it was wrong.

i guess you were scared and isolated but i'll never understand,
that i reached out for you but i'll never again grab hold of your hand.
heavens a million billion miles away, up up into the deep blue sky,
i'll end with that i miss you, because i find it too harsh to say good bye.

*i'm gonna start uploading my letters section, write i wrote for those who aren't here any more with me :[

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  • 16 years ago

    by Jaymes Haze

    That's amazing.
    Can I ask you one thing?
    Have you written in on paper?
    I think you should.
    Put it in an envelope and adress it to heaven.

    Put on copy on their grave, and send on to the mail. No return adress.

    Just so you that when you never get it back, you think it's gotten to them.

    It may help you perservere.
    Otherwise,
    it's a real tearjerker.

  • 16 years ago

    by Tammi

    I love this poem for it hits home I lost a special friend who made death her choice also just this year and I feel the saddness in this poem in my heart and the pain also for I miss her alot and I cant say good-bye either great work keep it up. 5/5

    Tammi,

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