Me myself and i

Change, choices and choices, change
theres only a certain amount that 1 person can obtain
they question and ask feeding my brain
until finally i go insane
looking for an answer which will never be found
people have there own problems as i look around
word sentence's and paragraphs
run through my head while people joke and laugh.
not knowing what I'm thinking of
not caring why i didn't laugh
staring in to space your heads still spinning
people walk by just grinning
is it at me that they did grin
but that just gives my mind something els to spin.
if someone would look in your eyes would they see
the crazy life building up inside of me
or would they just smile as if they didn't know
and if they did would they let is show.
or do i where a mask which no one can see
which is invisible but hides the real me.