Lost (Free verse doesnt rhyme)

I am lost. I have longed for a lover.
And boy I will tell you I loved you cheyenne.
But now we are apart for sure this time,
And I know there is no getting you back now.
You came and broke up out of the blue.
What did you want me to do?
I apologized for what I said,
But I guess that wasnt enough for you.
I want you to know, I still care and love for you.
No matter how mad I get at you.
You are a friend till the end,
But this love boat set sail.
It is looking for a girl,
Who he has a good chance with.
But without you, I am Lost.....