Given up

Starting to give up
not forever but for now
love is what im looking for
lust is what im getting
now hhappy with what i am
cant deal, in my mind
i have to stand in line
i want for love, it never comes
i have loved but never got loved back

hes always on my mind
dont want to wait in line
he broke my heart not once
but twice. its still breaking down,
as i write.
i pue my heart on the line
he just shattered it.
i ask myself how can i still love him?
the only answer is i gave him everthing
and he still hasnt given it back!