Within my school

Here i sit, within my school.
Please just tell me what i should do.

If I were to die today,
Would it be within this place?

Would it be from my peers,
Or teachers who shed fake tears?

Would they say it's all OK,
Once we all are in heavens gates.

Would they say it wasn't our fault,
Try to pin on someone else the fault.

Or would they say our time was near,
Try to simply to kill the fear.

Was it our time to really go,
Or was it the student who told us so.

Just because they had a gun,
Shot me when i tried to run?

Should i have to go just because they say so?
Shouldn't i at least say no.

If they try to shoot us down,
Should we not at least say how?

Who gave them the power to kill,
who told them they have quotas to fill.

And even if someone said so,
Why was I the one to go?