Time doesn't heal all wounds

Closing my eyes I can smell your scent,
still hear your laughter and feel your touch,
I can't believe how much I still miss you
even after all this time.

Closing my eyes and accepting the fact
that I had no choice but to let you go
was the hardest and most painful of days,
waking up only to be told
that you were no longer here,
shattered my heart to pieces.

You were the one always there for me,
always ready to comfort me,
you always guided me down the right paths
and wiped my tears away when I failed.

People say that time heals the wounds
and that the pain slowly goes away
but I don't think they tell the truth,
you only became numb to the pain
and slowly learn to accept their not here.

I find comfort in knowing that your not truly gone
even though it can feel like it,
I know your the guardian angel watching
and keeping me safe at night
but I still wish you were here.

I wish I could share my life with you again,
that you could get to know the one I love,
I really could use your strength and support
and feeling your arms wrap around me.

Time hasn't healed the pain or loneliness
but I know your happy and safe,
your in a far better place now
where you can no longer be in pain,
is it selfish of me to want you here?

You came to my mind this week so strongly
that it almost brought me to my knees,
all the time thats pasted between
all vanished in a matter of seconds,
your still alive in my heart and mind
and I still miss you and love you so much.

**I'm glad your in a better place and no longer can be in pain but I miss you so much, it's felt like I lost you again. I know you'll always be alive as long as we, the living, remember you and love you but I miss you.**