10 years later

10 years and still going
Its weird that it has been that long
And each day that goes by
There is not a day that I dont think of you
You were my mom
The one that I looked up to
But that ended so fast
And I was only 5
I still needed you here
My life has been crazy ever since you left
I try not to cry
But I cant hold it in anymore
I cant hide the pain anymore
I miss you so much
I cry myself to sleep sometimes
Because the pain of you not being here hurts so much
Why did you have to leave so soon
I still need you here
How can I make it with you no longer here
All I want is to see you again
And hug you
You mean so much to me
But some people just dont see
That I still need you
I need you here with me
To hold me when I am down
And to let me know everything will be ok