Things wont change

Everyone tells me
That things will change
They dont see
That this is my range

I have forgotten how
To feel truly happy
Give up on me now
Or you will feel crappy

Maybe my reason
Is to make them feel good
And every season
They behave like they should

I dont want to know
About people worse than I
Cause I already feel low
Without watching them cry

I know I seem selfish
To you and your kind
But watch with relish
As to me tears bind

You dont really believe
Ill feel any different
Im here to relieve
Think me devil sent