To You Daddy Dearest..

Paternal bonds mean nothing now.

No family, No love, No nothing.

You've died to me, and I you, and I have yet to figure out why.

You became unrelentingly obsessed,

Obsessed with no one but yourself.

That's precisely what drove us away.

Not just me, all of us, none of us.

They say it's wrong, to hate those you once loved,

But I don't think I ever loved you.

I feared you.

Amazing how closely those two run.

Maybe I did love you once, when I didn't know any better.

But no more.

You've become condisending, and contradicting

You show complete disreguard when it comes to those you "love."

I haven't been able to tell you before,

Simply because I didn't know.

I was young and naive, and loved my father.

No longer.

You put yourself before your family.

I never noticed it before.

How could I have been so blind?

I was blind by innosence.

Maybe I was happy then, but only because I didn't know.

Biologically, yes, I am tied to you.

But in no way am I your daughter.

I might have a father, technically,

But I was born very much a bastard.

He had it all figured out when he defied you, and we sat back in horror.

Why didn't we see it even then.

I may have been blind then,

But my eyes are very much open now.