Happiness

Nothing makes me happier than you
And I wish you felt the same
But that can't help my view of life
Even you can't stop the pain

I know I'm going numb
To the demons of this time
And I know you cannot heal
Because I can't take what isn't mine

I know I'm slowly drowning
Faster than you think
And I know I can't keep fighting
I'll be gone before you blink

My beloved has died
My religion's faded
Each day is worthless
And I've long been jaded

I'm so sorry
But when you read this
I'll be gone
Just cold and needless