This can't be real (free verse)

This can't be real!
This can not be real life!
Why must I suffer so much?
Why must all my dreams dissapear so easily?
I guess I am not wanted in this life,
Well, time to go kill myself.
I will see you in my next life,
Hopefully this next one will be better.
Goodbye people. Because my life cant be real.
Time to pull the trigger, cut the string,
That keeps me alive.
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Now