I wake up,
I go to school-
I don't wanna go,
but i wanna see you.
The next thing i know
first class is over.
I'm not in a rush,
I open my locker
you tap my shoulder,
my heart beats, a smile on my face
i tap you back
and now theres hope ill make it through the day.
Lunch Break comes by,
i ditch my friends to be by your side,
And the guilt is totally worth it,
but it kicks in again when i deny-
I deny that i want you,
but in my mind I scream out your name...
its fear of rejection- I swear It's not shame.
I wish i could tell you,
that i don't only want you as a friend...
but I keep my mouth shut -
and keep playing pretend.
