Fully Aware

I'm fully aware of all the pain you put me through
I go through it everyday yet everything I do reminds me of you

I can't just quit this
It's like a game and I always miss

I'm fully aware that you hurt me all the time
You say you love me then change your mind

You push me away
Then tell me you want me to stay

I can't figure out what you want from me
Maybe you just wanna watch me fall for everyone to see

I'm fully aware that I'm being used
But I cant grasp the concept that I'm getting abused

I'm fully I'm aware of all the pain you put me through
I go through it everyday yet everything I do reminds me of you