Today I sit in my room
dark and cold as ice
doing nothing but sit there
great sadness comes over me
He was my everything
my first true love
the livliness in me
my life, my love
everything I once had
Everything is ruined
I'm left here confused
but I know I've been used
I have no one to live for
I've lost my love forever
now I may never be happy
It's us again
but not the same
I miss him and his love
he was playing a game
Avoid the sorrow
Avoid the lies
In him you'll find
something more to despise
Avoid the hurt
avoid the pain
took my rainbow
now there's nothing but rain.
I lost him again
this time for good
no turning back
it's too late for that
it's just not fair
but sometimes...
I can't help but care
I love him more
than I can bare.
At first it's gone
but then returns
and then I feel i can't go on
my body stays in tact
but my heart has been
broken to pieces in fact
no matter how much
I love him so
I know that
he won't love me back
i must let go...
