" Again I Wake "

Again I wake
to face another day
inside this weakened body
that is full of so much pain.
Not knowing where Ill be
when the day is through
will I be alive or dead?
I just wish that I knew.

Again I wake
as I'm slowly losing hope
thinking to myself
"will I end up with a knife or with a rope?"
how much longer can I take this?
how much longer will I cry?
should I just ignore this misery...
and live my life a lie?

Again I wake
to suffer so much more,
to feel my heart in pieces
trying not to let it get so sore.
I just wish I can be strong enough
and leave this in the past,
but deep inside I know...
that this life of mine wont last.

Again I wake
weaker than Ive ever felt
knowing that there isn't any cure
and no one here to help.
My life is such a blur to me,
for I don't know what to do..
and its all because my heart
once belonged to you.