I hate her

I hate her, and i pretty much hate everything about her. which makes me love her more then anything! i want her and i need her more then i need oxygen! i'm sick of being lied to all the time and im sick of her lying about lying, but i end up forgiving her anyway. i hate how she makes me smile when im suppose to be mad at her. i love how she laughs when im telling jokes, not at them but at me. i hate it how she goes on about other people, because i know for 2 minutes im not the one on her mind. im sick of watching her stare at him like hes the most important person in the world. i love it how we cant trust each other, because it brings us even closer. i hate the way she looks at me when were lying in bed because it scares me to know that were not gonna last forever, no matter how much we want it to..