It feels like I'm always living a nightmare everything i do and everything i say effect me in any kind of way. it hurts so bad waking up every morning afraid i might get hurt soon or later. why does my past hunt me why does it always effect me from inside. why can't i seem to be happy and to move on. why is every mistake stopping me from doing the right thing. why when i want to do good i do bad. every night i pray to god that hopefully one day my life would change to the better but it seems everyday its turning to the worst. i gave up on happiness and what i deserve maybe this is my density to always stay miserable.always forgive but never forget.
